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 I've been following the entire band on twitter since they joined, 'cause I made my profile like... a week before Ryan made his. I never ever ever ever said anything to any of them 'cause it felt so AWKWARD and I'm shy dammit. And I always loved it when people got responses, which meant they really do sometimes look through it all. 

Now though, there are so many death wishes (seriously), verbal abuse and bullying I constantly feel the need to say something to counter them all. I even said something and pointed it directly at the boys. So weird. So so weird. But I don't want them to just see the bad stuff. 

ETA I: hehehe come to think of it, maybe I want them all to bomb and then get together and cry on each other's shoulders and make out form a new band TOGETHER and name it "Take Two, Whoops We Did It Again." :D 

Also, I made my biography. I will stare at it forever because it's full of pretty boys. Oh Internets, you make my life seem so deep relevant exciting. *kicks university* 

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OMG Jon Walker just tweeted and it was like his old twitters of non horrifying depression! Is there a light at the end of the tunnel??? (It's hellfire, Dean... no no... wrong fandom....)

ETA II: (this ETA has nothing to do with Jon's twitter. It's about a rand I had over something else. :) Yeah, I'm that kid who tore out pages out of her diary when she didn't like the past :) ) Never mind. Some people are way too emotional for me and drag me down so easily. Then I look around and see that the things they say aren't really true, they just have a way of making everything seem the darkest shade possible.