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Jul. 30th, 2009 06:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maskitheclownWhy am I up before 6? What gives, brain?
2 things I realized at some point yesterday.
1. I was setting up photos for cellphone wallpaper when it hit me - I'm apparently pissy at Brendon and/or Spencer. Why?? I have no idea. Maybe it's a leftover from the coke thing and everyone saying "of course they left if Ryan's a cokehead!" and me thinking "ummm.... friends!?" and maybe it's just a defense thing from how everyone was against Ryan and Jon. But now I'm all maybe Brendon is secretly evil and all the adorable we see is just for show! And then why is Spencer with him? *suspicious gaze*
It needs to go away and die in a fire 'cause I love Spencer and Brendon dammit! :( Then again, I haven't listened to either of the old albums since the breakup. Maybe it's PTSD :) Hopefully it'll go away now that I wrote it down.
It kinda did. I feel better now. And also don't wanna be team picking. My love for Ryan Ross really has nothing to do with teams :))
2) This is the first time since Ryan started writing that I'm on board with his influences. Oscar Wilde makes me want to kick puppies, Chuck Palahniuk makes me wanna kick him, The Beatles bore me, Closer (which I bought and read by accident many years ago and then watched the movie too also by accident *facepalm*) was an ok "book" but hardly something I'd quote. Ryan turned it into lyrics I love so that's ok and was always a little fascinating. But Mark Twain I love to bits. The Mysterious Stranger (the Medieval Austria version) is one of my favorite stories and other than that, I pretty much read everything of his that I got my hands on.
So this new album will be a fun ride!
"there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream - a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought - a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!"
2 things I realized at some point yesterday.
1.
It needs to go away and die in a fire 'cause I love Spencer and Brendon dammit! :( Then again, I haven't listened to either of the old albums since the breakup. Maybe it's PTSD :)
It kinda did. I feel better now. And also don't wanna be team picking. My love for Ryan Ross really has nothing to do with teams :))
2) This is the first time since Ryan started writing that I'm on board with his influences. Oscar Wilde makes me want to kick puppies, Chuck Palahniuk makes me wanna kick him, The Beatles bore me, Closer (which I bought and read by accident many years ago and then watched the movie too also by accident *facepalm*) was an ok "book" but hardly something I'd quote. Ryan turned it into lyrics I love so that's ok and was always a little fascinating. But Mark Twain I love to bits. The Mysterious Stranger (the Medieval Austria version) is one of my favorite stories and other than that, I pretty much read everything of his that I got my hands on.
So this new album will be a fun ride!
"there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream - a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought - a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!"
