I have SO much concentration, you don't even know

[maskitheclown]

 SO THERE I WAS innocently looking for more JWalk on flickr (just 33 pics missing now btw!) when by total accident (and not by following a link someplace and then clicking on ten other things and being caught in a loop of evil) I find THIS AWESOMENESS: 
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Made by flamingsword.
And like, the thought of it is supposed to be depressing but it's really really not :D *hugs him* 
It made today a little bit better. 
 

Comments

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

dude, so true. lol

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

:) I wants me a Patrick

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

*sigh* don't we all? and a ryan... and a jon... and a brendon... and a spencer...

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

YESYES ALL OF THOSE! + a Bob.

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

yes, him, how could i forget about bob? silly me.
so, nick's drum set is apparently light blue and sparkly.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

I saw :D OMG :D This is gonna be so cool! :D Someone better sneak in a camera, and it BETTER be Pete!

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

i'm just thinking... if his drum set is all sparkly, what are the rest of the guys' instruments going to look like? and like, the stage set up, if there'll be any... and the suits.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

*snort* Do they dazzle us? OMG WHAT IF RYAN READ TWILIGHT!?!?!?

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

hahahahahahahaha ohmygod XDDD. he saw the movie, i remember that much XD.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

We're screwed. It will all sparkle. And he'll be like "Do I scare you?" and then there'll be does on the stage.

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

XDDD or maybe they'll all be dressed like teachers. like here
http://bunniewabbit.livejournal.com/1245794.html#cutid1

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

OMG HOW DID I NOT SEE THOSE?
He can teach me any day! *swallows tongue*

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

they've been posted on buzznet about 2 days ago.
and dude, i'm loving this progression ftom the 60s to the 70s. it's like he's doing a timeline. first the punk rock stuff, then the emo/scene stuff, then the vaudeville era, then the 60s, now the 70s. you know what's next then right? the 80s. and you know what was popular in the 80s? big hair and spandex suits.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

Oh... I can see how that would be why they broke up. Ryan came home one day with rubber, blue, pink, yellow and green, sparkly suits and Spencer and Brendon just said "hell NO."
hehehe :D Aww man, I just enjoy watching him.

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

me too. i just love that he has his own style, no mater how wacky it is. i like that in a man, lol.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

For real. He doesn't seem to care what anyone thinks or says, he's convinced stripped pants are the next best thing and he's rocking them. I wanna give him cookies and snuggle him.

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

you know what i'm thinking about now? fic where ryan had to wear that turtleneck to hide jon's bitemarks.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

*G* I agree with that idea! :D
Also I found this on the LJ you snet me and I want this story too!
http://bunniewabbit.livejournal.com/1239546.html

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

omgggg. that, i want to write that. but. i don't do mean ryan and spencer well, especially if there's a brendon involwed.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

This is true. That whole first part of the story would just rip my heart out. I kinda can't read anyone being mean to Brendon. WHO DOES THAT!?
But the comfort part could be so well done...

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

being mean to brendon is like kicking puppies :(.
oh god it would...

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

Exactly, no one wants to see that happen.
Now I wanna read something awesome featuring comforted Brendon. I don't actually have enough fics like that saved... I should work on that tomorrow :)

Also, 2:15. go us.

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

i think i have some... i just really can't remember the tiles or who they were from... if you find any, do share :).

haha, woot! thank god i don't have to be up early tomorrow.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

I will :) And I think bandom is trying to toughen me up. If With all these breakups and bullshits, eventually, I want to read any fics at all, I will just have to get over my dislike of some people and anger and whatnot. It's... quality brain exercise :)

Definitely :D

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

i had a period where i could only read fluff or funny fics. i hated angst and all the similar things, but now there's nothing better than an angsty fic with awesome hurt/comfort at the end. lol
which reminds me, have you per chance read the fic reni_days wrote for me? the spencer/ryan/brendon homeless fic? well, ryan and spencer are homeless, brendon lives in a shitty appartment and has very little money, but he takes them in anyway.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

I like angst that resolves itself happily. Just... up to a point. I can handle psychological angst, but non-con, torture, physical abuse? No. :(

I don't think I have, and I read like... a lot of her fics. Happy ending? :)

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

i can't handle that stuff either... well, if the bad stuff happened before the fic starts and it's just the healing part described, then yeah. but actual descriptions of it? noooooo.

it does :). http://reni-days.livejournal.com/62989.html

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

oh right, it's just spencer/brendon, she changed my request slightly, i forgot XD.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

Well, yeah, that's ok mostly, if it's within reason. (Some people take it too far, like, to the point where I don't think anyone could ever recover from that)

YAY! Ok, I'm gonna read that and then go to sleep because... 2:30 :D

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

it's 15k, you'll be up for a while :P.

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

I'm a pretty fast reader actually, but for the sake of really enjoying it, I might leave it for the morning, eh?
:)
Have a good night and thank you :D

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

good night! and no problem :)

[maskitheclown.livejournal.com]

omg so I read it! It's so... hurty! and awesome! and just... BRENDON! *hug*

[afterxbirth.livejournal.com]

i know! it turned out so much better than i expected.